Taylor! *language warning.*

That's my brother. I talked to him for quite sometime tonight. I miss that guy. He told me to name this blog after him so there it is! Hope you enjoy this one Taylor. Well, tonight is pretty lame. It is mine and Kelseys 3rd month friendaversery. So we came home from IT and she goes well Kyle just cancelled on our date so what should we do tonight? So we made plans to draw up our dream lives and have hot coco and just relax. After Kelsey was part way though her dream life there is a knock on the door. Who could it be? I bet every single one of you guessed it. Oh look its Kyle. Now let me give you a little backround on this boy. When it was just Kelsey and me living here we went to church one day and there was this greeter named Kyle. I thought he was cute so we got to know him. Well found out he likes Kelsey, pretty much story of utah right there. Well Kelsey and him start going out and become BF GF. I dont remember how long it was but it wasnt very long til they broke up. Something about confrence weekend and how it remeinded him of another girl so he couldnt take it. .....yeah. But that night Ali and Kelsey stayed up and wrote things like "grow a pair" you know what I'll add the picture..... 

There we go. Thats what they said. Anyway, Kyle wanted to get back with Kelsey after awhile so he desided to text her, non stop. For what seemed like forever! (already i feel i am going to get hell for this blog and i am going to be the bad person but in reality this is how i feel and i feel i need to get this down because i dont share my feelings. this is like sharing my feelings but more like telling a story.) Well he was being really desperate, he even texted me at one point and told me to tell Kelsey to text him.... If that doesnt scream desperate i dont know what does. We all thought she was done with Kyle for good because seriously, after what seemed like a month or more of that, I miss you, im sorry, come back, remember when...., blahblahblah, who would want him back? Well yeah that date thing came outta no where and then he cancelled so when he showed up at the door and Kelsey paid more attention to him you can imagin how i felt. i dont mean for this to be a pity party i hate those. Simply my feelings being written down to relieve stress. So i was upset and Kelsey goes Well, Kyle was actually invited first...so yeah. I replied no i was 3 months ago when we first met. Rude.... so yes i ignored Kyle and put him down. Because i hide my feelings. There for i am just "rude" back.  i thought we were all against kyle? saying no dont get back together with him kels he is a desperate phsyco? guess i missed the memo that we should think its okay for her to take him back.... Oh Wait! There wasnt one! So then Haleigh came home, by then i was talking to my brother because i was 3rd wheel. My fave. I had also talked with my friend julz! I heart her! :) mucho! Well Haleigh goes oh! Andrews been wanting to come over and invited. while she was doing that i told her my situation. She goes oh wait! we'll have a girls night with Kirsten too! andrew came over. and in all honesty, ive never really been buddies with andrew, he annoys me. So he came into my room with Haleigh and i say, i dont care that youre in here but stay off my bed. So he says okay im gonna sit right here and sits on my bed. I think i need anger managment because i wanted to bang his head against the metal bed frame and kick him off. then everytime i asked him to get off the bed he would say what? what was that? huh? Omg, i am pissed just thinking about it, for real. Well eventually i am bumped up from 3rd wheel to 5th wheel. Oh promotions arent always sweet. I sat in my room for awhile, alone. Because for some odd reason id rather be alone than a 5th wheel. isnt that funny? i bet people think thats just a knee slapper! ha! Ali came home while the party of four went to go rent a movie and get fat food.... fast food. Oh ali! i love her! we had a party of two in my room and we painted. this picture.

Isnt that just too cute! Ali has a 7:40 class in the morning so she had to go to bed. I had fun with Ali, we never get to hang out. Thank you ali for really sticking with me. :) i love you.  All in all i had a great convo with Julz, Wonderful and long chat with my brother and i got to hang with Ali. :) that was great.... i think i'll go to bed now cause theres nothing else to do. Besides talk to Josh! Freakin love that kid! I work with him. Any way, i hope you can see things from my point of view instead of jumping to conclusions, calling this rude and what not. i know some things were like wanting to bash andrews head in but in all honesty he kinda deserved that. I stated the rules and he wanted to be funny or an ass, take your pick, just to see what would happen. dick move there. I would also like to state I am on Birth control, guess what that is? consintrated hormones. I am just getting used to it. which means i will not act or react the ways i normally do. give me some time.  I actually really was about to cry that night, i was holding back tears and my voice was cracking. you calling me rude or a bz (bitch) does not help shit. i thought we would all know this but i guess not. Normally i dont care right now i do. its all the extra hormones so can we all chill a little? thanks. Kind of sad that i actually had to say that.