Sheer Terror.

I would like to update you on the bad things that go on here. This area I live in is not safe. I don't care who tells me it is, I do NOT consider this place safe by any means. First, let's start with the house its self. There are gaping holes in its sandstone foundation. And I'm not talking little holes, I am saying you can fit bodies in there and still have room for pounds of drugs. Or if you prefer, like ten more bodies. There are what we call crawl spaces everywhere in this house. These crawl spaces are either tiny or they could be two or three extra rooms where hobos could live comfterbly. There are also little kid drawings everywhere in these areas. as if some one locked there kids in it. all i can think of is the sixth sense. And now to the basement. Our basement could be in a horror movie. it would be perfect. This house was built in 1911. It is old. There are places where we want to put weather stripping because there are leaks. No. We are not allowed to do this. I dont know why. So we get to freeze this winter. My favorite. There is a very lovely bullet hole in the window that was fixed with two pieces of scotch tape. Crafty money saver.  I should also add we are possitive this house is haunted by a little girl. On to the neighborhood. Everyone knows what a downtown area looks like. I would say the perfect description of this place is 11th street in Tulsa Oklahoma. Pretty much borderline North Tulsa, where if you are like me, you never want to be caught there. Ever. Made that mistake once. Never again. Well let me give you examples too. The other day there was a hostage situation right down the street from me. A man tied up his wife and little girl, wife got away, got the police, two doezen cops blocked off the area. I think everyone is safe. Last week i woke up to a gun shot. Thats always fun to hear. there are always druggies and hobos everywhere. some of them even stop to smoke on our yard. People explore our yard all the time, open the gate and everything. Creepy. Last night at around three there was an alarm going off that was sayng something along the lines of Inruder alert.....alarm....... we couldnt make out the rest. Haleigh, Kelsey and I all slept in the same room and locked all the doors around us as well as barricaded them. I hate this place in  all honesty I was about to cry. I was very scared. I have never in my life lived in a neighborhood or house like this. I dont like this situation at all. I even told my dad about this and what did he say. nothing really. He didnt care. i am upset today. I'm going back to sleep. HATE this place.