I am not ready for college. By any means. For example i am supposed to be doing a compare contrast essay right now... but I am so good at finding so many excusesssssss...... well i just got off with my brother taylor and he made my dog maggie make wierd noises. i love that dog. i so miss her. any way i am kinda behind in my classes, lame. i have been sick for a while now. hoorah for being sick, not. I have a plan though. i really want to drop school next semester and make my job full time or i could stay part time and get an internship at a photography place. Which i really really want to do! i hope i can convince my parents of that. i've never been good with schooling anyway. I just cant consintrate at all i dont know whats wrong with me! its the worst! i can even sit there and stare right at the person talking but not hear a thing! there is something wrong with me.... randomly my brother and i make up these wierd stories about my dog that is planning to kill us. it is quite funny! so i have to confess i have been doing those confessions. i shall share a few.
Confession #1. I hate sponges. They really gross me out, I can't bring myself to use one when washing dishes or anything else. They're just so.... Dirty!
Confession #2 I am not as uncaring as most people think. Sometimes i really dont care, but most the time Im just good at hiding stuff like that.
Confession #3, I hate not having the car. "Taylor needs it more" is total bull. Well i better get dressed so I can walk in the rain and sleet to school. Did I mention it's cold? I HATE not having the car. I need it more.
Confession #4 I am not ready for college. I have met new friends and had great experiences here but I should have stayed in Oklahoma. Why are parents always right?
well i hope you enjoyed this. i should be getting to my essay. stupid distractions. go listen to little lion man :) love it! Smile like you mean it!
"Weep for yourself, my man, you'll never be what is in your heart. Weep little lion man, you're not as brave as you were at the start. Rate yourself and rake yourself, take all the courage you have left, wasted on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head. But it was not your fault but mine and it was your heart on the line, I really f***ed it up this time didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my..."
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