Family.
You tell me I dress like a slut.
Well atleast I have style.
You say I am stupid.
I have common sense.
"You're making a bad choice by hanging out with Them."
"I accept people for who they are and don't judge Them."
You're going to hell.
I'll see you there.
Why are you going inactive?
Because I don't want to be forced to believe in what you do.
Why can't you be like.......
You don't see them outside of thier "perfect" church attire.
Why don't you listen to us?
I take your words into consideration.
What is wrong with you?
I'm just finding myself, sorry you hate it.
Why don't you leave?
Believe me I want to.
Kirsten, Why do you act like this?
I guess I learned from the best.
I don't cry.
But maybe I should.
This isn't even half of what I hear all the time. I am getting so tired of this shit. Everyone needs to feel loved especially from thier family. Currently I am not getting that. All of these things that were said I have heard from my mom, dad, grandpa and brothers. Rediculous and shouldn't happen. This is not okay. People keep telling me that I can cry about it or I can just not give a fuck. Well I don't cry. And sometimes I do give a fuck. Surprise surprise, Kirsten cares. But I don't care enough to cry. Tomorrow's a new day and it will start all over again. I am a slut. I am a druggie. I am stupid. I am not wanted. I am a terrible person. Please start new rumors so I don't have to hear these ones again. They are getting old and quite frankly my dear I don't give a damn. Be creative this time though. Or donate money to the Get Kirsten out of Oklahoma Fund. If you want me gone help me out bitches. Then I will be gone so fast and you wont ever have to hear from me again. I believe this is the part I am supposed to go get high or cut myself or something..... wait, I don't really do that. Good night.
