This one to the left is currently my backround on my computer and phone. And my fave! :))
I want him to sing to me.
Mmmmmmmm. 
He looks high in this one but thats okay.
His smile is the cutest!
Oh yes I am listening to his amazing voice right now. Thank you to my cousin for making his cd for me. :) You wanna know the other thing I am addicted to? That show Skins. Its a good one. No, not the uk version, that's straight up porn. And porn is gross.
I like this version. :)I no longer have cable so I have to watch on mtv.com or whatever it is but I like this show. This show is intended for mature audiences only. They only bleep out the f word. but one time the bleeped out the word cum and it made me laugh! I dont know why I guess it's because they can say shit but not cum? Oh the rules of television.
"Back in the days when I was young, I'm not a kid anymore But some days I sit and wish I was a kid again"
~ Travie.
Sometimes I do wish I was a kid again. Back when my parents were impressed with every scribble I drew. now they aren't proud of anything I do. And it pisses me off. I work over 40 hrs a week now. But no, apparently acording to my dad I have a shit job and it's not even a real job. Well good lord, where did my social life go if this job is so fake? I have now made over $300 extra just in commission just these past two weeks but no, that can't be real, and that's not imprssive or acceptable. You know I even get told I'm going to hell for working on sundays every once in awhile? I even debated working at effin Night Trips to make $500 a night just for slippin a tit. Yeah it is a strip joint. But you can just waitress and thats what I was going to do. I can hear the rumors now. But please let me save you the trouble, here's the truth!
Wait, no. You can't have it. Cause if I gave you the truth my life would sound very boring. Keep the rumors going. Makes me sound like I have this crazy ass cool life. :) That I would much rather be living.
Can I tell you randomly that boys are stupid? Well and one of them is my fault. Juan is a douche. I hate that name always have that should have givin it away. But no. Whatever I'm done with his pathetic I'm so amazing self. One guy i cant talk about on here. I have a feeling he'd see. Same with the third. haha But the fourth and five-er yeah, I'll tell all. :) Well theres this one guy I went on a date with, reluctently. I wasn't attracted to him at all. Still aren't. He's just not my type. Any way he was drinking beer the whole time, that shit stinks. Bad. Especially on breath. gag. So I couldn't even turn to him when I talked. And that was like the highlight of the night. Let's go to the other guy. We used to mess around. And people are always like "oh you might start crushin if you do that." I was like "hell naw (okie accent) i'm a heartless bz". "That wont happen to me." Even though it's already happened to me once before, we don't talk any more at all now. Unless I say something That he would have never expected, but enough about that guy, back to the one I was talking about, the mess around guy. I used to have feelings for him, I really did, then once I asked him if he had ever liked me more then a friend and he straight up said no, in this voice like are you effing stupid? Shortly after I moved to Utah.... when I moved back we started talking again and messing around again. And I reallized I still kinda liked him. But he doesnt like me, I'm just another weekend mess around. I dont mean anything I guess. I dont need him to tell me that again. I can tell just by the way he says things to me. Sad that I still like him. And want to be with him. We really dont talk any more. Dear lord if he ever read this..... hahaha that would be quite the fml. But I dont care. My fault I guess... now I shall go back and correct the errors I catch. That took too long.... The funny blog will be above this.
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